Wings
Tonight I was back there, again,
Returning to continuing what I have stopped a generation ago,
Just as I had promised a decorated Major,
That evening, when the dream broke.
Long run, gasping,
Surrounded by strangers,
In a familiar place,
Where nothing had changed, even in the dream.
Unique desert smells,
Sour uniforms, burning sweat,
And a constantly sore body,
From a relentless effort.
In that reality knowledge hints,
Like a tower beacon from afar,
That what was, shall not be,
But much like then, now too, carrying on.
In the woken world I have long since understood,
Slowly, slowly, and not by myself,
That all this was just a dream,
I have dreamed in reality.
But in the darkness of the night, I glide back south,
To the pain, the fatigue, the limpness, and determination,
And ask myself once more in my slumber, if this time,
It will end differently.