Feeling

A clean white room, dimly lit,
No clock on the bare wall,
A single chair in the middle,
Inviting and repealing all at once.

Sit back in silence, wait,
The padding is misleadingly comfortable,
Voices chase from the hallway behind,
Extending the day with timeless anticipation.

They walk in, together, a team,
Take invisible positions to my sides,
Their voices friendly, engaging,
Will they hurt me? Will it be fast?

Movement. I drop back, then rise,
Bright light is shining in my face,
Jaw-dropping, high-pitch sounds,
Eyes closed, I depart to another dimension.

A storm is brewing within me,
Gushing waters, swirling winds,
The sounds are deafening,
I am free, but am utterly bound.

Some unknown time later,
I am recalled from my sanctuary,
The tempest had subsided,
They help me back on my feet.

Walk toward the door, freedom,
I am not yet out, not yet,
The voice again behind me, warning,
Don’t eat or drink for another hour.

 

January 29, 2019

Bequest

The pulse that had slowed down to a murmur,
Stopped.
The breathing, which struggled for hours,
Became a whisper,
And ceased.

The still air in the room,
Slivery dust particles, frozen in place,
Like a faraway galaxy, barely visible,
Glistening.

A few doors down,
A nurse notes the monitor screen,
Flat.
A casual walk to the room.
At the side of the bed, wrist lifted.
Doctor, attending,
Wrist lifted once again.
Time of death, three fifteen.
Body covered, white sheet.
The door closes, the room is vacant,
The dust galaxy slows itself down,
From the interruption.

In a different place, miles away,
People will be notified,
Soon.
There, and in other spaces,
More will recall, remember,
A conversation, a day, a picture.
A life.

An endless set of gestures,
Decades in the making,
Come to harvest.
An act of help,
A sign of care,
A token of love,
A shrug of disregard,
A kind touch,
A word of inspiration.

A legacy that formed over a lifetime,
From countless actions,
Dispersed to many,
Who will soon come,
To testify, at last,
For the one,
Who is no longer.

The bed is bare,
The room empty,
A silver galaxy rests still,
Glistening,
Outside the room,
In the world,
A legacy is born.

 

January 16, 2019

שִׁירָה

,שִׁירָה
,נוֹלֶדֶת מִתּוֹךְ הָרֶגֶשׁ
,מִצַּעַר וּכְאֵב
,מִגַּעְגּוּעַ
.מִמַּפָּח נֶפֶשׁ
,יוֹצֵאת אֶל הָאוֹר
.וְמִזְדָכֶכֶת
,וְהַמִּלִּים שֶׁבָּהּ
,עוֹבְרוֹת, חוֹלְפוֹת
,מְאוֹת אֶל דַּף
,מִפֶּה לָאֹזֶן
,מְלַטְּפוֹת חֶרֶשׁ
,מַרְגִּיעוֹת נְשָׁמָה
,מְרַפְּאוֹת מָזוֹר
.וּמְבִיאוֹת בְּרָכָה

English Translation
November 27, 2018

בד”ח לתום שבעה

,מַעָצוֹרֵי חֲנָיָה – וַדֵּא, דְרוּכִים
,מִצְעֶרֶת לְסְרָק, בִּרְזֵי דֶּלֶק – סְגוּרִים
,מַדָּפִים, מַעָצוֹרֵי אֲוִיר – מְכֻנָּסִים
.זִכְרוֹנוֹת יַלְדוֹּת – מִדֵּי פַּעַם חוֹזְרִים

,מַחְוָונֵי דֶּלֶק – כַּמּוּיוֹת, בְּדוֹק הַגָאִים
,מְקַזֵּז לְהַמְרָאָה, מֶזֶג אֲוִיר – דִּוּוּחִים
,טִיּוּל לַגָּלִיל – בְּיַחַד פּוֹסְעִים
.שִׁלְטֵי אִסּוּר הָעִשּׁוּן – דּוֹלְקִים

,אוֹרוֹת פָּאנֶל – בְּחַר, לְפִי הַצְּרָכִים
,מַד גּוֹבֵהַּ – כַּיֵיל, הַפְעֵל מְשַׁכְּכִים
,אֲרוּחָה מִשְׁפַּחְתִּית – אָקוֹרְדְּיוֹן וְשִׁירִים
.שִׂיחָה רַק אִיתּוֹ – לִפְנֵי כַּמָּה יָמִים

,בְּדִיקַת קֶשֶׁר בַּתָא – שׁוֹמֵעַ, תַּקִּין
,וְעוֹד קוֹל אֶחָד, בַּלֵּב פְּנִימָה זָמִין
,מִתְיָישֶׁר, הַמְרָאָה, עֲנָנִים נְמוּכִים
.מַחְשָׁבוֹת נוֹדְדוֹת, צֵא כִּוּוּן, מַמְשִׁיכִים

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September 29, 2018                                                                                                                                                                                                                           כ’ בתשרי, התשע”ט

אילן

,בִּשְׁמֵי הָעֵמֶק חַג לוֹ עַיִט
,תָּר אֶת אַדְמָתוֹ
,כָּאן גָּדַל, פָּרָשׂ כְּנָפַיִם
.פּה הֵקִים בֵּיתוֹ

,עוֹד מַבָּט, נִפְנוּף זָנָב
,פּוֹנֶה הוּא לְדַרְכּוֹ
,פְּרִי יָדָיו, עָמַל חַיָּיו
.מַתְוֶה אֶת סִפּוּרוֹ

,אִישׁ צָעִיר אוֹחֵז בַּנֶּשֶׁק
,לוֹחֵם עַל אַדְמָתוֹ
,אִישׁ צָעִיר נוֹשֵׂא אִשָּׁה
.מֵקִים כָּאן מִשְפָּחְתו

,אָץ הַמֶּשֶׁק, מִתְפַּתֵּחַ
,אִישׁ נוֹשֵׂא כֵּלָיו
,מִטְבָּח, פלב”מ, מַזְכִּיר הַמֶּשֶׁק
.שְׁכוּנָה בְפֵאָתַיו

,אִישׁ צוֹעֵד, אָדְּמַת הָעֵמֶק
,יוֹדַעַת נְעַלַיו
,נְתִיבִים חָרַץ בָּהּ אֶלֶף
.מֵחֹרֶף וְעַד סְתָו

,אִישׁ בּוֹגֵר, עָמַל דַּרְכּוֹ
,לְרֶגַע לֹא שָׁקַט
,אִם כַּבְדוּ רַגְלָיו לְפֶתַע
.לֹא רָפוּ יָדָיו

,אִישׁ שֵׂיבָה, נָטָה לָנוּחַ
,מַסְלוּל חַיָּיו נִשְׁלָּם
,אַדְמַת הָעֵמֶק שֶׁאָהַב
.חוֹבֶקֶת לְעוֹלָם

 

September 21, 2018                                                                                                                                                                                                                           י”ב בתשרי התשע”ט

In the valley’s skies an eagle flies,
Scanning its land,
Here it grew, spread its wings,
Here it built its house,

Another scan, a tiny tail wave,
It turns and flies away,
The fruit of its hands, the labor of its life,
Lays down its story.

A young man bearing arms,
Defender of his land,
A young man takes a wife,
Starts his family here.

The kibbutz is rushing forward, developing,
A man is carrying its tools,
Kitchen, stainless steel, kibbutz secretary,
A neighborhood at its outskirts.

A man walks, the valley ground,
Knows his feet,
A thousand paths he marked in it,
From winter to autumn.

A grown man, his path’s work
Never rested for a moment,
If his feet grew heavy suddenly,
His hands were not weakened.

A gray man, tended to rest,
His life course is completed,
The valley ground he loved so dearly,
Hugging for eternity.

Prudence

Son and a brother,
Student and teacher,
What makes a boy,
At the end of the day?

Husband and father,
Leader and speaker,
What makes a man,
At the end of the day?

Lover and cheater,
Tough and a quitter,
What makes one right,
At the end of the day?

Saint and a convict,
Monster and spirit,
Who gets redeemed,
At the end?

 

August 8, 2018

Dust

A poem that no one hears,
A story that no one reads,
A rhyme that no one enjoys,
A play that no one acts.

A picture that no one sees,
A bloom that no one smells.
A song that no one sings,
A vision that no one dreams.

A table where no one dines,
A food that no one tastes,
A path that no one takes,
An ocean where no one sails.

A person that no one knows,
A kiss that no one lands,
A love that no one shares,
A child that no one bears.

Wishes, attempts, in abundance,
Hope everlasting, endurance,
Mother earth in a spin, dust particles float, glistening,
Let the fragments pollinate, life begins.

 

June 16, 2018

Olympus

Winding road climbs splendid valley,
Steep embankments, falling rock,
Ancient views and endless skyline,
Chilly air drops chilly worse.

At the crest of mountain highest,
Rests an ancient boulder, cold,
Shaped by winds and age-old rain falls,
White as bright crown to behold.

Brave souls make the pilgrimage to it,
Careful step up to the top,
Zeus for an instant, precious,
Seize the moment in a thought.

Open, bright blue skies to heavens,
Deep abyss lies deep below,
Soaring bird’s eye view, intoxicating,
Spirit high for nature’s glow.

Road of life is likewise open,
Going far and thinking big,
Take the challenge, rush the goal post,
Reach as far and high can be.

 

May 2, 2018

Romantica

Where will I go next?
Where am I headed?
Wondered the young girl,
Turning to bed.

Is there a prince for me?
Will there be castle?
Magic and sorcerers,
Marriage and wealth?

Where will I go next?
Where am I headed?
Asked the young woman,
Reading her book.

Will he be honest?
How will he treat me?
Travel together?
Stay home and drink?

Where will I go next?
Where am I headed?
Rocked tired mother,
Her baby to sleep.

Will he keep own vows?
Love and respect me?
Help crying baby,
In trying long nights?

Where will he go next?
Where is he headed?
Laid skillful woman,
In empty bed wide.

Will he be a good man?
Loving and trusted?
Caring for loved ones,
Truthful through life?

What will I teach love?
How do convey trust?
Can my hug transfer,
Wisdom and wish?

Cruel is the world,
Stronger the people,
Hope love eternal,
Dreams lost awake.

Heartbroken mended,
New love horizon,
Daybreak, fresh morning,
Headed success.

 

March 19, 2018

Voice

A voice,
Born young and weak,
Squealing with fragility,
In time gains form and shape,
Strength and purpose,
Tone and pace.

The voice grows,
Discovers words of love and hope,
Verses of faith and confidence,
The meaning of truth and honor,
Cost of falsehood and dishonesty,
The elements of life.

The voice may sing,
Or curse at times,
It may promise tall mountains,
Or set duplicitous traps,
It is the horn of its master,
Through life on end.

Out in public,
And inside a home,
On giant stages,
And tiny rooms,
In front of masses,
Or behind a poll curtain,
At every place,
It is always heard.

Add one to others,
And form the voice of many,
To sound say of a nation,
Its future and fate,
Leave one voice out,
The masses are muted.

Sans soapbox or bullhorn,
The voices still echo,
In hallways and boardrooms,
At home over sinks,
Displayed on screen color,
On paper and print.

The future is silent,
Its path yet to set,
Your voice is the rudder,
The wings and the jet,
Have say in the journey,
Take charge of the wheel,
No place for the back seat,
It is now time to lead.

 

January 27, 2018